Shaun Parker!

Well, what can I say really? Lately I have fallen so much more in love with you! I fall deeper in love everytime I look at you! You’ve been through a lot of pain lately with how ill you’ve been, i hated seeing you that upset :( but like i promised you at the very start, I will always be there for you no matter what, and I was :) <3

Oxford soon! We get to see The Summer Set, yay! ;). Though tbf as im sat here writing this all I can think about is last night… yeah, that ;) can’t keep our hands off each other can we, hehe…. <3

I swear i am madly in love with you, I can;t wait to take you back to Padstow, move in with you and just our future together is a very exciting thought! No-one is taking you away from me, ever <3 xxxx

So as if I dreamed last night that I proposed to you at work… I think we may be there way too much ;)

I’m pretty sure id chose a more romantic venue to pop the question… like the first beach we went to in Padstow… when instead of going the normal way down we chose to slide down the cliff - because we’re so freaking cool! I got down first and then you were stuck scared that you were gonna fall, and then when you got down - “Is my arse dirty?” haha, I will never forget that! <3 

So many memories with the most beautiful girl I know, and so many more to make! I love you <3 xxx

So i was reading through old posts on my Facebook from last year and there is so much from you <3 telling me you miss me„ love me…. how was i so blind for so long ha! :’) maybe i shoulda just been brave and told you that I felt that way for you too…..

You obviously adored me and I never noticed just how strong you felt for me! Well at least I have you now, you poor cow being stuck with this ;). Tomorrow is going to be a good day, back to where we got together - Kingsbury Water Park! I hope the weather is decent again, been kinda cold everytime we’ve gone eh? I still remember the first time we went, when you sat there and poured your heart out to me about everything.. talk about feeling like you trust me! <3 that walk we went on and found out the things we have in common - including a Jack Russel called Snoopy which you didnt believe until my Mom and Dad said it ;)

I just cant wait to be moving in with you, that argument about my clothes taking up all the room… and then in the hopefully not so distant future, the arguments about where our furniture is going ;)

I love you Becky, so damn much! <3 xxx

I love the nights we spend together!! And last night was just yet another perfect night. Debating whether we should get takeaway or not.. and then we got a pizza and chips - oh well, why bother wasting time eating healthy eh!? ;). I love how we just cuddle up, watch tv and chat to each other and it feels like the whole world outside has just disappeared and it’s only me and you left. You’re certainly all i care about when I have you in my arms like that….

And then this morning, that lovely long lie in we had (and yeah i finally didn’t steal all the duvet from you - there really is a first time for everything  ;)). What time did we get up, about 2.30 ha!? Lazy fuckers aren’t we babe, but oh well it’s our day off work so why the hell not (‘:

I swear the way we were sat playing those games and laughing away like we’re high ha - how was I supposed to guess most of those songs, really ha ;). You made me fall even deeper in love with you and the amazing person you are simply by being cuddled up with me playing games on our phones… wow :D <3

Less than a week until Thorpe Park. Just like the line in that Summer Set song - take you places you’ve never been before! You;ve never been, i love it there, oh how perfect its going to be! As soon as we get out of the car im gonna be like a hyper child I hope you know that ha!!! Bring it on eh babe!

I swear the time i have spent with you has been amazing and i know we are gonna make so many more memories still! Thorpe Park, Summer Set, our birthdays :D

I love what my life has become because of you. I love you!! <3